really? how should i know? where’s the validation/recognition i should receive if that is true? am i not even saying it in a new way? i’m just full of regurgitated trash.
Tag: disordered thinking
my eyes are shut in the shower
and in their place, take my hands
rounding all the corners, edges, curves
measuring the size
of my thighs
hoping to find bone sticking out
only to find fat hanging out
while i lather on soap.
-too much skin-
my eyes are shut in the shower
to avoid seeing
for seeing leads to feeling
under the mountain of doom
finds me covering
in despair, desperation, self loathing and hate
hence it finds me
covering my eyes.
my eyes are shut in the shower
yet to no avail
for my hands are there to take over
and scale every inch of the place.
-too much skin-
How do i
get out of this cage that is my mind?
in a hologram 